[Don’t despise these small beginnings]

Andrew and I understand small beginnings quite well. When we married, neither of us had a penny to our name. Andrew found a decent paying job, but within only a few years he began to exhibit symptoms that something wasn’t quite right with his health.  Then he had an on the job injury, which caused some more difficulties. It wasn’t long before he was going from job to job and we were struggling financially.

God’s Mercies

The trials didn’t end there. Andrew’s health problems progressed, but God’s mercies didn’t stop either.  I’m sure that some might argue the truth of this if they viewed every detail of our life together through the wrong lens, but there’s always so much more than meets the eye.

“Our hearts ache, but we always have joy. We are poor, but we give spiritual riches to others. We own nothing, and yet we have everything.” – 2 Corinthians 6:10

More than Mascara and Lipstick

Yes, we’ve been denied a lot in our 22 years of marriage (almost 23 years now!). Only 2 years in we found out that we were unable to have children, and some years further down the road I too began to have my own health problems. This caused more things to be denied. Our “normal” has felt far from normal, but the work that God’s been doing isn’t surface work.  It’s not, as they say on home improvement shows, just “mascara and lipstick.” The work that He does gets into every corner, and behind every wall.

“Unless the LORD builds the house, the builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the guards stand watch in vain.” –Psalm 127:1


What’s Behind the Walls?

If you’ve ever watched an episode of any Mike Holmes show, you’ll begin to understand what I mean by there’s more than meets the eye.  It’s what’s behind the walls that’s always the question, and sometimes a house needs to be completely gutted before it can be renovated and rebuilt to God’s specks.

When the critters have gotten into the attic, or mold and asbestos has been uncovered, it’s got to go! It’s time for an abatement.  A remediation is in order.

Exacting Measurmeants

The truth is, Andrew and I still have trials that we have to contend with, and we still don’t have a penny to our name, yet God continues to supply for all of our needs and uses these challenges, with exacting measurements, for His purpose.

If the body is a temple, then God intends on building it right (from the inside out), and anything that we’ve been denied, or has to go, will be offset by the treasure that awaits us in heaven. (1 Corinthians 6:19-20)

“Therefore, my beloved brothers, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain.” –1 Corinthians 15:58

The Whole Story

What I’ve learned through the process so far is that life here may not progress and change in the way that we expect or hope it will. Outwardly, things can appear the same.

Much like when Mike Holmes reveals a repair that has only fixed what was behind those walls, the upgrade isn’t always so evident on the outside–not until the whole story has been told. Therefore we must speak. (Luke 8:39)

“Do not despise these small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin, to see the plumb line in Zerubbabel’s handZechariah 4:10


7 thoughts on “The House that God is Rebuilding

  1. What we experience during this life (or lack there of) is nothing compared to the kingdom that our Father has waiting for us. May God continue to bless you and your husband. I used to feel bad for not having much, but then I read Paul and John vision that God gave them of heaven…and now Im so much more excited about what awaits us on the otherside (not to sound too creepy.) LOL.

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